Locked Up

  • Jan. 1st, 2001 at 11:11 AM



READ THIS:This journal is now locked. You have to be on the list in order to gain access. If you were previously on my friends list and were removed and wish to be re-added, please comment, as I recently removed all of those who have not updated their personal journals in a long time and never comment on mine, deeming them an inactive LJ user. If you are new and are interested in reading this train wreck, comment to be added. I write about drug addiction, bulimia, life, love, and just post general bitchings. I don't post quizzes or surveys and I read each and every entry on my friends page daily. Please don't add me if you plan to leave your journal updated for 9 years AND never comment. Thanks :)





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[info]blutuesday
St.LouisFinest, CoverULikeLinus, StopUupLikeSinus

When the world ends, who's gonna hear it?

The future has got me worried, such awful thoughts. My head is a carousel of pictures, the spinning never stops. I just want someone to walk in front..
and I'll follow the leader...I know I should be brave but I'm just too afraid of all this change. And it's too hard to focus through all this doubt. I keep making these "To Do" lists but nothing gets crossed out but now I've got to crawl, to get anywhere at all. I'm not as strong as I thought. But if everything that happens is supposed to be, and it is predetermined, can't change your destiny. Then I guess I'll just keep moving, someday, maybe, I'll get to where I'm going.
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